About owners: Darius

Haii! My name is Darius aka.: Darius ✩, dariuscullen from discord. I don't have nicknames I don't think that Darius has nicknames but my friends gave me the first three letters for nickname..: Dar. I don't like this nicname but I don't hate it either I just love if they feel comfortable while giving me nicknames they could give me the T800 for nicname it wouldn't bother me either. I love to use the Davril nickname which is a bit sounds childish, but In my opinion it's very creative name. Actually only one person use this nickname of mine. I was born on the 22nd of july 2003. I hate aging, but as I'm getting older I feel like I'm better at things than I was before!
I have wide and wild interest. I'm very sensitive person, but I also can be very agressive and wild if it's needed! I love everything that is related to art. I wouldn't call myself an artist even if I do that mainly I've made several art painting, draws and covers of songs acousticly. I love music and movies mainly and even to cook I love every form of art where I can express myself on my own way where's no rules and no one tells me what to do, how to do, when to do and so on I hope you gets me 😄 I play drums since I was 9 years old I had to stop playing drums at 11 because of a family issue. Gladly I started again when I was senior at high school I was 19 years old at that time. It was the best decision of my life so far because it fills me with love, joy, warmness and music is always there for me never ever lets me down. I used to play with people live and jam. I have a few project in process out of my online life, the real life I live. I'm not a full time drummer currenctly I'm on my own but I'm planning to make a band later. But I also would like to be a session drummer. My main inspo in music, art is the real life, the events and all the stuff is going on in world. I don't play just drums I also play piano and write lyrics. I've wrote 80 lyrics during my 4 year at high school which is really impressive.

These lyrics are related to my life and experience. I usually fall in love pretty easily so I used to change my "muse" that I'm writing my lyrics for...
I used to draw and sketch buildings in my free time which means one draw in 2-3 maybe 4 months. I don't have inspo and I'm not in the mood to draw but it's just one way to relax for me. I also do yoga I believe it helps me to relax gather my thoughts because I worry a lot and just simply feels good when my bones are cracking LOL also I'm flexible af.

Avril Lavigne

Why I love avril? Well, I have zillion reasons why I love avril. The first time I've heard/saw her song complicated on MTV back then I was 4 years old. When I've turned 5 I was obsessed with her songs. I believe that Avril's show us how should we try to find ourselves and be the best version of yourself through her songs. I think her songs are very energetic like you wanna just crash the mall or a building or just do something wild while you listening to her songs if you know what I mean. I love about avril that she has more side than one like I do. She can be dark, happy, sad, emo, punk and rock chick in once. I really love her style I don't think that this style is exist I think avril really made a trend for herself Abbey Dawn. Avril helped me to find my best friend in my life who made my life 100 times better this would be one of the reasons I'd highlight why I love her and I'm loyal to her songs and also I can realte to it! I grew up on her, her songs and it was just so good. She has a unique sound, voice that stuck in your head and you just want more and more and more and more... It's like drug once you start doing it you can't stop! She still inspires me daily and her songs is there for me this way she never let me down like never ever. She has also funny songs that I love! She just a cool chick that I'd love to hangout with 24/7. I love crazy chicks and Avril is a crazy chick I love her style the way she talks and act like kinda childish because I'm childish too LOL. My favourte eras are obviously Let Go, Under My Skin & The Best Damn Thing.

Community

Why I wanted to have such community? Well this takes me back to 2023 when I met my best friend on spacehey. I believe that Avril still connects people like she did back in early 2000s. I want to believe that if you meet an avril fan you meet your best friend for life. And I'm not a mean guy I want to everyone meet his/her best friend for life like I did because of Avril. I just wanted a nice, kind community where every Avril fan aka.: Little Black Star can feel at home when they log in into discord and to feel special. There's not so many community like ours maybe one I think we need more In my opinion there's no exactly same community I wanted to create a colourful community maybe we do some stuff differently than the other Avril community. I love to decorate and custom stuffs and it's showing on the server (roles, emojis, stickers & server icon). My dream is to build a big avril community to share our experience and make a lot of friends here.

Under my skin

My favourite songs are from Under My Skin are My happy ending, Don't tell me & I always get what I want. My happy ending is a break up song I know Avril just felt disappointed about her boyfriend. So why is it my favourite if it's a break up song? Because I can realte to it I used to fell in love pretty quick and soon like weeks or days later I disappoint too and all I wanted was just a happy ending to have someone in my life so I often disappoint but I used to hide these it's not my intention to hurt anyone in any way!! Don't tell me is about being strong. I don't like at all if someone would like to make me her/his fool I'm nobody's fool. I try to be strong when it comes to I meet someone and trying not to fall in love immediately the least I want to is to "take me someone on ride" or I could say messing around with me. I should be stronger and say no. I also got a lot of trauma from my childhood and from these days too. Girls just actually love to messing around with me and bugs me non stop and sending me nasty msgs in DM.
I always get what I want is about being childish, young energetic and foolish for me. I'm not ready to grow up at all. Plus I literally always get what I want at least I'd like to feel that way. I love the song's melody and beat as well. This song is really takes me back to my childhood when I was almost a toddler but enough old to listening to songs. I just love being a kid and innocent and this song is really allows me to do these things!!

Darius